談一場為世不容的戀愛

和朋友喝酒談心,酒吧的live band 唱著Jazz,一對外國男女與我們同檯,坐在另一邊的檯角。以我八婆的本性,跟他們打了招呼,然後介紹了自己。

男的說了自己的名字,說父母是黎巴嫩人,而他在香港土生土長,從事旅遊業,他說女子是他的女友。

女子接著說,”But I am married. We are having an affair.” 再說自己的父母是斯洛伐克人,自己也是在香港土生土長。

看著我困惑的臉,他們解釋。

男子說他們在10年前已認識,那時女子是一名團友,當她一走入辦公室,他的世界就像停頓了一般,電光火石之間,他知道他愛上了這個女子。二人保持聯絡,2年後,他向她表白,得到的反應是,”I feel the same.” 就這樣二人的關係維持了8年。而男子在去年剛與未婚妻分手。女子的丈夫知道男子的存在,不過只當他們是好朋友。

我不懂,為什麼他們不直接在一起。

男子說:”because we are not compatible living together. We are a perfect match like this. That’s life, you know.”

“Our relationship is primarily sexual.” She added.

談到如何面對女子和她丈夫一起時的情景,他說:”I know she is only physically with him, emotionally she is with me.”

我問女子面對丈夫時,會有背叛感嗎?

“The relationship between my husband and I is very complicated, I would rather not go into that.”  She said. 男子握了握她的手,以示鼓勵。

然後男子請我喝了一杯tequila,”Only you and we know this relationship. Nobody knows. You can write our story and publish.”

“I just quit my job. It will appear on my blog though.” I said.

“So, for life, for you, my new friend, happy job quitting.” 三杯Tequila 碰在一起。

不一會兒,他又說,女子是他的全世界,她是他的公主,天使。女子比他大,可是他愛她,愛情是不分年齡、種族。

然後他又叫來另一round 的Tequila. “We don’t care about tomorrow. Who knows what will happen tomorrow? Just enjoy the moment.”

“For life, for the moment and for love.” 然後三杯Tequila 再碰在一起。

他們走的時候,叫我幫他們拍一張相,帶著像是跟神父告白完般的感激,男子跟我握手道別,而女子則是親吻了我的臉,再叮囑我:”Just Enjoy the Moment. Don’t think too much.”

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